please take the time to read
My name is jon,
i thought i was a true beliver in christ. i had somewhat of a nazi chrsitian idea. i belived that i was better than everyone else and that most christians i meet where fakers. i judged constantly. i was even a bigot.
i have since changed,
fast foward to this month
i meet this awesome guy named jeremy , great crhsitian buddy who hears me out. he showed me that i was totally thinking the wrong kinda of christiantiy. i finally took his advice and started my serch for god. After talking to jeremy and paul( great christian buddy online) i learned that i built myself a prision .
this is what im having a hard time dealing with...
The past 3 weeks i have greatly sinned against god, i had sex , i denied my religion, then told her was religious but iw as ashamend of it...then i hear she had done some really screwed up things;drugs, things like that. i still continue to have sex, thinking that it will make me a better person, only to realize that all im doing is going further away from god.
now right now i built my own prision,
im with someone whom i know god doesnt want me to be with, i had sex, and i drank and contemplated doing drugs....i just thought i post this, it helps me to know i got chrisitan brothers and sisters
Last edited by FordMustangLove; 07-28-2004 at 01:05 AM.