SVT93Style
03-30-2006, 10:52 PM
I have been walking with Christ for about 2 years and it has been amazing. Thru him I have overcome obstacles and have found my heart and life transformed. I must admit though I have been guilty of trying to tackle a problem that unfortunatley tends to surface every 4-6 months...sexual addicition.
Finally tonight I accepted the fact that I need help and can't tackle this on my own, basically I have been battling it on my own but this is not what God wants...you can't sanctify yourself w/o the Body helping and that is why we have each other. I look back on my life and realize this has been with me for 10+ years...amazing how long. Letting the Devil make me believe that if I "came clean" with it no one would accept me and like me etc...and I would be shuned etc...that is what he wants you to think. (Fear/Guilt/Shame) This couldn't be further from the truth.
I am just writing this for you other believers that are walking with Christ but have not accepted your "junk" and have not done anything about it...and you contiune to relapse time and time again. I encourage you to take the next step, I can't describe to you the burden that has been taken off me this evening, finally getting things in the open....4-6 months is good....but not good enough.
Praise God, I wonder just how deep this realtionship goes.
P.S. Celebrate Recovery is all over Dallas and handles all issues for men and women. We meet at the Village Church in Highland Village/Flower Mound Thursdays at 7 p.m......Stop putting it off as I did....do something today.
P.S.S. For all you who don't think porn/sexual addicition is a problem I encourage you to P.M. me. And for all those who would "flame" me I ask you to look at the fruit that is bore in your own life...is it ripe and sweet? Or has it fallen to the ground and become bitter....how's that working for you?
Finally tonight I accepted the fact that I need help and can't tackle this on my own, basically I have been battling it on my own but this is not what God wants...you can't sanctify yourself w/o the Body helping and that is why we have each other. I look back on my life and realize this has been with me for 10+ years...amazing how long. Letting the Devil make me believe that if I "came clean" with it no one would accept me and like me etc...and I would be shuned etc...that is what he wants you to think. (Fear/Guilt/Shame) This couldn't be further from the truth.
I am just writing this for you other believers that are walking with Christ but have not accepted your "junk" and have not done anything about it...and you contiune to relapse time and time again. I encourage you to take the next step, I can't describe to you the burden that has been taken off me this evening, finally getting things in the open....4-6 months is good....but not good enough.
Praise God, I wonder just how deep this realtionship goes.
P.S. Celebrate Recovery is all over Dallas and handles all issues for men and women. We meet at the Village Church in Highland Village/Flower Mound Thursdays at 7 p.m......Stop putting it off as I did....do something today.
P.S.S. For all you who don't think porn/sexual addicition is a problem I encourage you to P.M. me. And for all those who would "flame" me I ask you to look at the fruit that is bore in your own life...is it ripe and sweet? Or has it fallen to the ground and become bitter....how's that working for you?